A Fun Day Out!,
Wednesday, July 29, 2009.

Saturday, June 6, 2009.
You're Not Sorry

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances everytime
And all you do is let me down

And its taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you're thinking
We'll be fine again but not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry anymore

Looking so innocent
I might believe if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause its worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
You're not sorry

You had me falling for you honey
And it would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
You're not sorry

Saturday, April 4, 2009.
Yellow!! =)

I am so the tired today. I spent like almost a whole day in school but I enjoyed myself with all the games that we have tried for FOC & GDD which is coming up very2 soon..and I can't wait!hee..But I will be very sad bcos I will not be able to make it for the camp as I will have to be in Batam. All DTRM students will have to go for this compulsary study trip for 7 DAYS & that is a WEEK lah kan!!But dun wori my fellow SC..I will try my best to make it for the amazing race on the last day kk?..hehe.

And guess who I saw today??..This person was waving at me when I came back from lunch.She was waving at someone and I didn't know she was waving at me lah kan!!When I came closer then I saw it was her..hehe..Sori Shiyun!!My eyes got problem!I think my degree is getting worse..Its not only her.When Rujun waved at me this morning at the control station, I ignored her also..I tot she was waving to someone else..until she shouted my name then I realised!!OMG!!I am so the blind!!Sori Rujun..I never wear my specs,thats why..hehe..I miss all my friends!!Can't wait for school to reopen..See you guys soon..=)

Friday, April 3, 2009.
Hi peeps!

I'm back from where I have been all this while..haha..basically is everywhere..you name it..been there and done that..hee..(Like real only Lah Kan! Lol..)Oh Ya!Except two places and that is Heaven or Hell..hee..Not my time yet..hehe.

I have been busy busy busy during this holidays of mine.My schedule is really really packed till there is no more space to fill.With only a few more weeks to go, I hope I can still do what I have always wanted to do and that is..hmmm..actually I also dun know what is it..haha.Let me ponder about it for a while and will get back to you guys asap kk?Although I am busy, I am really grateful for it..really..I am..

I been watching about 10 korean dramas non-stop!! OMG!!People might go around saying I
"Bi-chaso"(Korean language for crazy.Not Bitch okay..lol!)I think I am turning into a korean drama fanatic!!hehe..I guess I will be able to master their language already..(mcm betul aje Lah Kan!)..haha.Some people will ask,"What's good about watching them?"Right?..I guess you have to watch it to know it.For me it have taught me loads of stuff that have never entered this little brain of mine!!haha..But seriously..it will..like how you can go about in your life after miracles failed upon you..trust me!Hmm..does Miracles really exists??..

And to my adik Maya, Kak Ian is really sorry to make you worried..sorry..hee.Dun worry about me kk?Kak Ian ok cume have been really busy ever since I'm in sub-com for mentoring but I am really enjoying myself!!Cos it reminds me of the times we were in Student Council=)

Ok peeps!I gotta go now, to the hospital to take care of my granny who have been really sick lately..get well soon my dear granny!=)I hope I can make it..with my twisted ankle I guess it will take me hours before I reach NUH!!haha =)

Saturday, February 7, 2009.

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say a million things that I want to say.

When's later?

How long do I have to wait?

When he's not around

I'll continue to wait

I know he is not coming back

But I'll still wait


If we meet again

Then that's not good either

But when he's not by my side

It just feels very strange

I keep telling myself

Not to wait for him

But not long after that

I find myself waiting for him

I know I could say we're through and tell myself I'm over you

But even if I made a vow, I promise not to miss you now

And try to hide the truth inside, I fell cause I

I just can't live a lie

Do you still remember?

Once upon a time, we wrote a poem
A poem we'll cherish, we'll remember
A written history we cannot deny them
A poem of true hearts and colours

It has many angles and dead ends
But we turned back time & restart again
Yet many different versions of them
Some filled with hapiness, some in pain

But if I were to rewrite my poem for you
I've guess by now you know, I've always done new
The poem I write will be recognize
Or even better, even surprise

The poem will potray us both
Of our stupidity and crazy antique
How we spent our times together
In the heart, we'll stick forever

When I'm gone, you'll hear my voice
In the darkness, I will whisper
And when we found the reason upon
I know that you'll be there to listen

Memories will accompany you forever
Everywhere, every minute, anytime
So when you found your ways to remember
You know by then, I'll be just fine

In every breath, we breathe today
Could make destiny, change to our ways
I'll breathe and kiss you on your face
A subtle reminder of love everyday

But if what I wrote is just a joke
Which I doubt so because its not
I know you'll remember someday
And the moments I got scared
By a bunch of toads

The sacrifice you made for me
Is better then what I've dream in
So many hints of resemblance
So many signs & indications

For now it may just be this
Tomorrow lies many things
The years to come may drown any fish
Not me, I'm committed to this relationship

A year ago, we were strangers
We barely even know each other
But now look at us, lovers
Once ignorant, now we're together

I could speak a different languages
Make your everyday feel brand new
But I'll just say it in simple words
To just say how much I love you

I could create my own alibies
I could sing you my own lullaby
No matter how many different types of ways
You know that I want you to stay

When the flowers bloom tomorrow
When the moon shines bright tonight
What I want is to chase your sorrows
And make you once again alive

In this night, we stay unclear
Rooms were filled, no vacancy
Losing you is what I fear
Living daily in uncertainty

With hopes and fears deep in my heart
I know we'll never be apart
You know, I know, they won't know
That I'll never let you go

Fairytale ending is what we wish
Like comets from the sky, fall
The only solace I could ease in
Is the time we stand tall

We're condemned in many ways
By strangers and friends everyday
But we know its never too late
To calm them down and ease the pain

Nothing else matters at this moment
A creative love in a new wave
And as we have this vision, mission
I'll crave for you everyday

I stood my ground, despite setbacks
You stood by me from time to time
I'll cherish you no matter lacks
Deep in my heart you look so fine

Wonder, ponder now and then
Of when you gave me this one chance
To make this right, this love chain
I never want you to disappear

My past, my habits you accept
Your past, your present you have shed
My feelings for you is no child's play
I promise you it won't fade away.

Pangako Sayo?

Do you know what it even means?

When you told me that you loved me

Were those just words?

Bruised and battered by your words,

Dazed and shattered, now it hurts,

Haven't I always loved you?

Me,Myself & I,
Sunday, February 1, 2009.

The Truth It Can Be Hurtful,
Wednesday, January 28, 2009.
I may not like what you say of me,but if of me you speak the truth

Though the truth it can be hurtful if it is not spoken without ruth

The truth cannot defame me if of me the truth you say

And if the truth taints my character well that too is okay

But if you tell lies about someone and know them to be lies

Then the dislike I'd feel for one like you I barely could disguise

For lies can be defamatory when used in such a way

Any RESPECT to a malicious liar I would find hard to pay

The truth it can be hurtful as we all ought to know

But out of the truth it can be said respect for one does grow

And though you may not like what's said about you at least what's said is true

And to the one who speaks the truth credit is always due

The truth it can be hurtful but the truth is never wrong

And those who cannot accept the truth mentally cannot grow strong

And though for some the truth is poison they'd rather live a lie

The truth lives on forever and the truth will never die.


This is a little something for my bestest friends in the world. Hope you guys like it.
Love you all Many2!